Me and Myself
What do ~you~ see now? Twenty20eighteen18 I ask myself what am I really afraid of? The answer? It's what I consider most valuable in this world. Life; being alive It scares me to think that one day that I, me, would one day have no control over my decisions, my thoughts, and my memories. Is it normal to say that wanting happiness, love, riches, and exploration of this vast world is not enough for me? Or not what I truly desire? Maybe I want eternal life... Maybe not so much immortality but to have a "functional" conscious forever. It doesn't scare me as much if there is nothing at the end of the road but it does scare me to think that there is a possibility that my conscious can be no more. I am my conscious, without my conscious I am nothing. Maybe there is more than what my small mind can see and understand... Maybe... right?